I'm in control

Always the runner-up, but never the winner.

It is just now that I realize how great I could become.

I control my life, I control my world.

I am better than you, that's the way it should be.

I'm tired of being second best and I won't settle for last.

I am destined to be great. 

Once again, I'll carry my sword and shield, with heads high I say:

The battle has just began.

For my It Girl

This song has been playing in my head for some time now. 

For my 'it' girl.

"I just wanna rock all night long

And put you in the middle of the spotlight

You could be my it girl

You're my biggest hit girl"

The Magic of a Rose.

Truth is, when I give someone a rose, it means I'm giving that person my heart. Its been 3 years since the last time I gave a person a rose. And unfortunately, despite my efforts, the rose I gave was not taken good care of and died. This year's Valentines, I never thought I'd be giving one again.

I know you don't see me. I doubt if you even know my name. But still, I love it when you smile and you giggle. It actually brightens up my day. I heard you're going out with someone, so giving you a rose was the best option I had for you to notice me. I have no idea how you felt when you got the rose, but I hope, a small part of your mind thought of me, even for just a while.

The last person who received a rose from me broke my heart. I'm not asking you to love me back with what I did, I just hope that with that one rose, you'll see me differently and you'll allow me to make you feel beautiful and make you feel my love in every chance that I could.

I can imagine you holding the rose with your beautiful smile. I would have loved to give it to you personally, but for some reasons, I cant. I never thought Valentines this year would bring out the romantic guy in me again. Thanks to you, love never felt this good!